The chaotic overwork.

In manga we see characters fall straight to sleep after they go to sleep. I have done that when I was working, but it was a long second nap. Work drains you fully because you exert your muscles and not your mind. You are bored, but have to do this task to get paid. People who have worked for years hate when new comers complain about balancing school with work. It is not the easiest thing to balance when you have one where you will need a job to pay back your loans and the other could make your dreams come true when you complete it. You can switch up either selection and you would be right 50% of the time. Reason I need a job is so I can leave the place I do not want to be and go on campus to the place I want to be. Sadly I am still in the same place and it seems that nothing has changed. I want to leave and I shall if I could. It is not like you can get help randomly from one person. I just need money for an apartment near campus and I could be on campus. Talking to live people in my field, but I will have to wait for that it seems. I worked two days until I found a way to tackle my tiredness. That was just listening to music and I guess it is because music energizes people. It does not get rid of any of our tiredness, but it makes us believe that a little of it has gone away. It helped me out, but not as much as the nap I took in the break room helped me. Doing stock is already a back breaking job, but I am doing it and only for the sake of leaving this place and meeting new people. If you got a dream at least believe you can do it in a small part of your mind.