Mystery

I send multiple text messages to my dad hoping for him to respond or send me money so I pay my rent and other bills. I have been wondering why no one has kicked my roommate and I out yet and then I remembered. A new company took over and this was the month when the lease had to be renewed. When if you did not pay you probably were not staying and that is probably what they think of us. I want to pay, but I do not have the funds and the person who has yet to do anything for me. My father has his pride does not want to even respond to me and look at all of my texts begging for money. It is the only thing I can do to you know live. I cannot do anything because I am broke. So broke getting food is not really an option. I guess my being strong triggered this because he wanted an obedient son and I cannot be obedient to someone who does not know me enough to actually like me. I do not want to change for anybody especially my dad and I need money badly.