Left

I looked at my post about leaving for a week and I see that I came back way later. As an otaku I am sorry that took later than what I posted. So I will give you a post about my intellectual thoughts now.

Looking at life i see my friends talk about injustice and I do not now if I truly care. I want to care, but I can't. I may be a sociopath, but I do not think that I am the only one. If I care what does that change. Does it make me any better of a human. I help people most of the time, not because of some moral compass, but because I can and I am there. I listen to others to learn exactly what makes them feel what they feel. I have no idea about this life that we live because it truthfully does not matter to me. I am bored all the time and I say it like an annoyed preteen. What is funny is that I want to know what love is. That is my one true vice because it seems like the most gut wrenching, but wanted emotion. My friends say that it I am always bored because I am. I could be doing the most exciting thing in the world and I would be totally bored. Life is meant for the living and not for the dead. The dead are the ones here to caused destruction. As one of the dead living in society I want to be able to enjoy the pleasures of this sick and venomous life. I want to be someone who can be destruction, but is know as a healer. That is the mind of one who roots for the villian.