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This week is the week I may leave this place I call my dad's house. I am happy to leave because I have not been happy since I got here. I find myself having thoughts of hurting him. What you thought I would say hurt myself. Why hurt myself when I can hurt the person who is hurting me. No, I do not root for the villains in hero movies. I do root for the murders in the horror films, but that is only because it is a murder film. If I am lucky I can find a roommate by today I guess on. Thursday is my last day so if I can't find a place I will probably just run away. Now running away solves lots of problems so do not say it doesn't. I will start being happy hopefully and not have to be here. I put up an early post this week because well I have no idea if I can put one up later this week. I will keep you posted next week if I can. I feel like I should explain the rooting for murders thing, but I won't because no one is asking for it.