I got a blister on my finger because of that bass

     I had class today and I was scared that I actually might have to present. I will not be presenting this week which is good, but I am kind of scared that I am not going to get any work done if I stay in this apartment. I am going to be out all day tomorrow so I can easily stay there until I finish 50 or 60 percent of my work.
     So, I went to the B-reel shoot and it was different, in a good way. I had to act like I knew how to play the bass and doing so gave me a blister on my middle finger. Talk about dedication. I continued to play even though I felt the pain coming from my finger. I left after taking a bunch of chips and went back to the apartment. A friend texted me and asked if I want to go to the Jem meeting and I said okay believing I wasn't going to tomorrow's meeting. I am going because the plans that I was going to have tomorrow changed to Friday, making it, finish all your work Thursday. It sucks having a life.
       We went to watch an old movie called One Million Years BC. It was interesting and cheesy and I recommend it for a good laugh, but we left early, so I could write my wonderful blog. Now I am sitting here and debating on gaming for an hour and doing work till 12 or just doing work till 12. I will probably game, cook, do work, and pick out clothes for the next shoot tomorrow. Like I said, it sucks having a life.

I'm not a scrub, kind of.

     I don't know if you know what a scrub is, but it is usually someone that isn't good at something. I put up a video for the week because I have a full week, which means that there will be no random topics. I know you will be sad, but I will actually have a social life this week. I put up a very chill video, but it wasn't a happy one because my roommate wanted to make a lot of noise when I was recording. I had more time to edit, so I tried to fix the lighting and I think I did a pretty good job because YouTube didn't ask me if I wanted to improve the lighting. I hate iMovie, but it comes with my computer and good video editing programs cost a lot of money.
      Dark Souls 3 comes out tomorrow and I am probably not going to get it, but will. I will hear my friends talking about it and will get it anyway, but I know I will not play it because there is so much reading this month. I still haven't finished last weeks and I know it wasn't made to be finished in the first week of class. I realize that I am probably the only one actually reading the material because I was told that by everyone I've been in class with. It sucks, but I want to read. If someone bought it for me I would play Dark Souls 3 for ps4, that is for you mommy. My mother doesn't read this because if she did then I would of told you of the scolding she gave me.
       Basketball was fun because I didn't hit any air balls and my body felt lighter. It could have been the shorts and basketball sneakers I was wearing compared to the jeans and show out shoes I had last week. We will just say that my body is starting to remember the game of basketball again. I could pass again and I didn't make as much mistakes as I did last week. I made a few shots and got a lot of assists. It was beautiful and I would love to continue doing this. I have a feeling that I am going to get a 5-9 class next month on Mondays since the world doesn't want me to be happy.
      Only one of my legs hurt and I need to wash my hair because it feels really dirty. I don't want to take another shower, but like I said I feel really dirty. If you didn't see the link to the video before I will put it up for you again.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ydZZzyNkgd4

New Video up

I made the video pretty early this week because I have a pretty stacked week and I didn't know when I would be able to get to it. It is a pretty chill video and this is not my daily post by the way. It is just a reminder that the video is up and i will also put the link in the actual post for tonight.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ydZZzyNkgd4

Am I a punk?

     I basically am what I call a punk and I am not talking about someone that talks and can't back it up. I don't talk trash because I am someone that practices peace and doesn't like to fight. I mean the people with dyed hair, ironic shirts, a bunch of earrings, and tattoos. I don't have a tattoo because I chose to get some new piercings instead of a tattoo last night and why wouldn't I. It was 15 for piercings, but it was a better deal for tattoos because it was 25. There was a book full of tattoos that people could have selected from and I have a feeling that they didn't even finish 5% of the book. If you didn't know already I now have 4 piercings and I have two spikes in my ear and two ball earrings. I say ball because it looks like the earrings they use for your eyebrow piercing.
      I don't do drugs, instead I dye my hair whenever I feel low and I guess I am still hurting myself. I love how I am trying to heal my hair while killing it as well. It is like falling in love with someone that will never love you. My mother doesn't know I have two new piercings because I just did it and I am not going to tell her. The place had this needle and they pushed it into my ear and created a hole to put the earrings. My friend only did one piercing, but I needed my piercings to be even so I did two and they both hurt really badly. I feel like I can make a really good short story based on someone getting their ears pierced.
     I believe that there will be basketball tomorrow and if there is I will go. My body just fully healed, but I don't really care. I took a nap at like 5 something and woke up at 8 and I have a feeling it is my body healing itself. I am going to cook, watch a movie, start reading parts of my assignment, and then continue writing my story. Thank you for reading my messed up mind.

Am I here to piss you off? pt 2

     I am back and it is basically the next day and I happy to present you with bad news. I am an average black kid that wants to be myself. I am happy with who I am as a person and if I go back to faking being religious I am positive you wouldn't like me. Also I'm not hurting anybody by being atheist, but people see that as a hate crime. Like I am a chill kid that accepts everyone, but that doesn't matter does it? I volunteer for every good cause event that I can, but that still isn't enough. I have to believe in god and be a christian because if you don't believe in something then you aren't worth anything.
     Anyway, I went to an event that basically told us to be confident and to try to envision where you want to be. There was this woman that told the group that god should be the first thing on your list and I didn't understand that. I want to grow as a writer and I don't want what I believe in be the factor that decided if I got the job or not. Then again you can't change the world that easily. Tomorrow's post will not include politics because I hate discussing politics.

Am I here to piss you off? part 1

     I am not a man of faith and I know that a black guy being an atheist is something that is weird, but I am not the only one that I know. Now before you leave me, know I am not someone that judges others. Being religious just isn't for me and I respect others that believe in a god or gods. I have dyed hair, 4 pierced ears as of tonight, and I am a writer.
     The reason I stopped being spiritual and went to being an atheist is because I wanted to be true to myself as a writer. I want to get into this more, but its about to be 12 and I made it my goal to post everyday. Part 2 will be tomorrow.

My roommate told me to stop acting gay and I am eating an oreo

     I like to send out weird messages when I am very bored and that is what happened today. I asked him if he was alright because you know I am a caring person. After he responded I basically told him that he would always have a piece of my heart. That was when he said I was acting gay, now the punchline was after this response. I responded by say, "You should find it and when you do take a piece and throw my heart far away." Like I said I was bored and I have been reading my textbook all day, so there is nothing else to do but be bored.
     My mother called me today for the sole reason of staying up behind the wheel. She didn't tell me this, but I could tell because she kept repeating that she was tired and wanted to got to bed, but she was on the road. After the call dropped a second time I had a feeling she got home and was about to go to sleep. I will text her after this to make sure of that, but for now we write.
     I finally got grade for the group project I did last week and we got a 96 for the project. I did the twitter pages for the character and the instructor didn't understand why there needed to be a twitter page and I was a little hurt, but I knew he would change his mind when he got to play the whole game. He told the group that he loved that the twitter page made the story feel realistic. Now I am downgrading what he said because I don't want to quote him.
     Tomorrow I go to a networking summit that could land me a job. If you want to play the game then I will have the link down below.
http://blackoutsupportgroup.wix.com/blackoutsupport