I realized that being around love won't make you realize what love truly is. You see the looks people give each other, through anger and adoration, but you can never fully grasp it. That, my friend is the reason I haven't discover love. The very thing that people go and search for I have yet to find. It is like looking for a white ball with a red dot on it, while there is a ton of white balls in the pile.
I have been around two different types of couples this week and it has made me kind of sick. One couple just kissed the whole time and the other couple just cuddled together. There was too much public displays of affection. I felt like running away, but I was the fifth wheel and you kind of need the fifth wheel.
It is day two of only eat one thing and I look very skinny because of it. I didn't think it would show, but it does and I am kind of scared. I hope that my body reverts back to its wonderful form once I get back to my apartment. I am going to get some breakfast so I don't collapse.
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