Drinks and cigarette smoke find themselves around me, but I see kids in my dreams. Am I dreaming of having kids and smoking in my future. I doubt it because I have been against acting like the normal, the part of society that wants me to be like them. I have thought about smoking and drinking during that dark year. I believe I turned 18 and the first think that I thought about was smoking because that is the legal age to smoke. I have never smoked and I won't ever because a few of my friends are allergic to smoke. I swear white people are always ruining my fun.
I wouldn't smoke, it is just something I thought I would need, to face the hard times and I didn't use it. I just sat in the dark emotions that was my life. I already have a gross addiction that I need to get rid of and I am hoping that it is gone one day. Anyway, my leg hurts from that week off of skating and it has yet to get readjusted. I feel like I am making it worse and I just found out that my brother is having trouble with his leg because of basketball. Then again he is old, so that is probably the reason. I cut my hair and I hope to record something tomorrow and you can see the new do. I have a feeling my friend is close by so I will let you do what you planned for the day.
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