Was swamped with school work and rehearsals

     I want to apologize, but I hate when I make a quick and sucky post when I barely have time to write out anything. Last night I had about ten to fifteen minutes that I could have used to write out some garbage message, but I decided against it. It bothers me when I can't make work that I am proud of, so if I don't have more than an hour to make and edit a post I will not put one up. It is not fair to you or me.
    In other news I published a book, well I published an e-book for class and that was why I was stressing all week. I was cutting it way to close for comfort, but I made it out alive. I made the price up to the reader because it is something I published for class, but I still want to make money from it. I will put the link below the last paragraph.
     I had rehearsals most of the week and it sucked, I got yelled at by my mother because I wasted money on food, which I usually don't, but this month I was always out so it was hard not to eat. It sucks when you don't usually have a life, but now you do and you have no idea what to do with yourself. Usually I would have finished my work early because I have all this extra time, but my extra time was spent editing works and trying to make my life a little bit better.
    I now understand why people go to parties when they have work in the afternoon. You need a distraction from your everyday life in order to stay alive. I put in so many hours into this project and I know that I will get a nameless title if I am credited. Truthfully I don't even know if I want to have my name on it because all I did was help out. The writers didn't write anything because there wasn't anything to write and that made me angry. I could have stayed in my apartment and saved money, but I went out and had to stress eat.
      If I get some money from my mother by the end of the month, I am hoping to get a job from the school. I sent in a few emails for work study and if I get at least one I will be happy. I understand that my mother knows that no one wants a blonde haired black guy, but I just want to do industry level jobs, at least writing jobs. I want to focus on my craft and improve it so that I am always working on it.
    Once I use the bathroom and cook myself some food I will go to my school and try to write a song for some singer friends of mine. On another, I haven't played a game in a week and I am not mad about it.

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