Big messes

In manga we may see a character spill coffee or water on their laptop or desktop and have everything ruined. The other day I spilt water all over my laptop and I thought it was the end I had to think calmly. I cleared all the water on my laptop and then I made sure every thing worked. Things were not working perfectly fine, so I shock the laptop to check if there was anything inside and I got nothing. So I closed the laptop and shock it a lot and when I opened it I found water on the keys and the screen, so I wiped it off. I then checked again to see if everything was fine, but it was not yet a 100 percent, so I shut it off and turned it back on. Everything ran fine and I was happy. Do not lose your head and ruin things anymore. Fine a way to solve the problem and it may turn out all right like it did for me.

Getting a job

In manga we see characters get jobs and they get there in many different ways. Some ride the train, while others may walk or ride a bike/skateboard. You have the select few who drive a car to their job. Usually when you ride a bike it is to a place that is not far, but I am currently still on a permit that means I ride a bike. My skateboard gets me so far before I decide to walk and a bike is great when you go far distances. I recently went to a job interview on a hot day and I had to ride my bike. I got there on time and luckily I bought an extra shirt. I was sweated out of the grey one I chose to wear on the ride. I might have got the job and I was told that I needed to take a pee test. I did so and did not realize that the place where I would get it at would be far. I could have gotten off and tried to walk, but I decided to keep at it. I am not going to say my bum felt any happiness towards my decision. I made it to the place and well pissed in a cup. I hope I get the job because I really do not want all that sweat to go for nothing. Plus this is for a larger plan and it is best to sometimes go one step at a time to be even a little bit happier.

Repair

You have some manga in, which the protagonist is great at fixing thing with his hand or with tools. I cannot really relate to that at all. My bike's back brake had something wrong with it and I did not know what was wrong. I went to ride and I was in the bike lane just standing there trying to figure it out. After about ten or so minutes I figured out what was wrong and fixed it. Now most bikes in the manual say not to ride when it is raining or wet outside. I did not listen and the bike skid on the road almost taking me down with it. The front part of the right handle part was bust open and that will not be fixed. I just put tape inside of it and called it a day. There was more destruction than repair done yesterday. You kind of find new things that you can do, but find yourself hurting yourself while doing it. I went out because it was raining all day and I wanted to explore some new territory. I found myself  not going far at all because my brake was out of place. There is no lesson here because sometimes you have bad days and sometimes someone may come along to brighten it. I did not get that I just finished the last of my work and went to sleep. Woke up with the driest throat and had to run for water. I guess you can call that a start to a good day.

Better plans

In manga, romantic ones to be exact it is cool to see a plan to go right. It does not always go always what you plan. Sometimes you think too much and you ruin the whole thing. You can also envision the whole experience and nothing goes as planned. I am speaking from experience, but I did this a lot until I got what I wanted. It took me not to think about anything to bring stuff to fruition. I relearned that yesterday when I rode my bike yesterday and I can barely say rode. I can now ride without stopping for a while, but my start really sucks. It takes me a while to get started and get to the point where I can pedal and not have to adjust myself. I learned that I shouldn't over think how I ride and just ride. After that I could just ride and did not have to keep stopping to ride. I learned that sometimes you should just do what you want to do and not overthink it. Now I am not saying not to think about things because that is just crazy. I am saying certain things. If you have a crush on someone and have not made a move in months, just go for it. You may fail, but at least you will not have your love unreceived or unnoticed. Better plans means to do things that you would like to do and think about it later. I learned that thinking enables you sometimes because you get lost in thought and time just moves forward. You get past that life and can never look back. You hope that you can redo what you never did. So if you feel you want to do something do it, but think of the consequences   of what you want to do first and if I does not include arrest, do it.

Pain

The hurt that the characters feel when they get punched or when a crush breaks up with them. Not really the pain I am going to talk about. I recently acquired a bike today and to everyone's surprise I am not able to ride a bike. I got it during the end of trying today, but it still needs work. My feet are sore and I feel like a hundred nails were step on in the process. I also have some hurt in an area, which I cannot disclose. When I got rejected by some girls in my school I felt the pain, but not like this. I once walked in the snow when I know I am very sensitive to the cold to fix my PSP. I do not currently have that PSP with me because it got bricked. The term bricked is when you cannot do anything with your PSP except stare at it. Am I crazy to suffer this pain for a job I may not get yes, but I need money. I need money so I can be somewhat free in this unfree society. To break away from these lonely and sad chains called staying at my dad's house because my school is in the same state. Now if I compare today's pain with the pain of being where I am, I would stay being where I am is more painful. I like being alone as much as the next person, but just getting a human contact once in a while is great. To be able to kiss someone you like once or twice if you get that far. That is stuff I am missing out on. At this point I am a NET, not NEET because I am currently in college. I do not work and I do not have any communication with the outside world with physical interaction. That pains me the most. I am a soft speaker and when I adjust my voice even a little bit higher people think that I am screaming at them. Today I stared at the worker at McDonalds like she was my type when she wasn't. I could have talked to her, but after half a year of not talking to new people it is hard to strike up a conversation. If I can strike up a conversation it would be a fake version of me and not the real me. The pain of not being able to show yourself is the hardest of them all. Not being respected for being you is even harder. So how do we get over pain, we just wait till it heals. I am talking about all pains or you can try to get over the thing that causes you pain. We can run or we can attack, but like most otakus I am weak so I do not fight people. The pain of love is know what it is or not knowing and trying to find out what it is through confrontation.

Hate

Do I really need to explain how hate is in manga? In manga a bad ending can create the worst kind of anger. We want happiness, but all we see is that head banging anger. How do we suppress these feeling that make others kill? Do we follow Hulk's advice and say angry or do we find some tranquil peace? Well, unlike most people I have a very big tell and that tell is that when I am mad I cry. Not when I am sad, but when I am angry. It is the very flaw in my somewhat masculine identity. So how do I help you when I have such a big flaw? I do not help at all. At most I can tell you to re-edit your words before you say it. Think about what you are going to say and wait a while until you are sure you want to say it. It may look like you do not have nothing to save, but you are tactical in thinking and can lead in the conversation. I learned to hold my feeling in and try to live out my life in manga, but occurring to others I should not read manga after I become an adult. I became 19 yesterday and nothing changed. I feel more hate for my father, but as would any child that knows that their father is not a father at all. He never raised a child, but he acts like he is the righteous god since I had to stay with him in college. Jobless because of my faults and his, but he never point blame at himself. The sad eyes of a clown that does not know what his job really entails. I am a college student trying to find myself in my field, but it is hard when he does not agree or care about what I do. I hate him so much I feel like a punch would do him good for all the lip he has given me. Is that term lip still with the times or could it be that I am too mentally old? Hate is a strong word, but you cannot stop emotions from being expressed. I try to express it, but it gets shut down. You can only hold it in for so long before your emotions erupt and you find yourself a berserker.