Stories

I will start putting up stories since it is easier than just writing about my simple matters. Hope you will enjoy them when they come out.

Headaches

Headaches are usually the worst thing you can get because they come at random times. In manga or anime it is usually the worst for any character. I occasionally get headaches and I would rather not have them. It never really goes away and it does when I et use to the pain of it. Looking at the stars and hope that your vision will not get blurry. That if your life was to end now you would not gel so bad. Hoping that you are not the only one feeling this pain and you can transfer it to someone else. It would be easier to just transfer your pain and go on with your life. You feel a little bit of pain and if you are evil you transfer it to Bob. I have thought that many times when I thought that I was losing my vision, but it was just a really bad headache. Headaches are the illness of the old that mad us think of gods and legends so that we can blame the pain on something else. If I am wrong then I am, but I just want this headache to disappear.

The chaotic overwork.

In manga we see characters fall straight to sleep after they go to sleep. I have done that when I was working, but it was a long second nap. Work drains you fully because you exert your muscles and not your mind. You are bored, but have to do this task to get paid. People who have worked for years hate when new comers complain about balancing school with work. It is not the easiest thing to balance when you have one where you will need a job to pay back your loans and the other could make your dreams come true when you complete it. You can switch up either selection and you would be right 50% of the time. Reason I need a job is so I can leave the place I do not want to be and go on campus to the place I want to be. Sadly I am still in the same place and it seems that nothing has changed. I want to leave and I shall if I could. It is not like you can get help randomly from one person. I just need money for an apartment near campus and I could be on campus. Talking to live people in my field, but I will have to wait for that it seems. I worked two days until I found a way to tackle my tiredness. That was just listening to music and I guess it is because music energizes people. It does not get rid of any of our tiredness, but it makes us believe that a little of it has gone away. It helped me out, but not as much as the nap I took in the break room helped me. Doing stock is already a back breaking job, but I am doing it and only for the sake of leaving this place and meeting new people. If you got a dream at least believe you can do it in a small part of your mind.

Stocker

I recently have been hired as a stocker and like in manga it is usually shown as an easy or backbreaking task. It is not that much work, but it does take a lot to put it in the right place. Tonight I will take the overnight shift. That means that I will have to work at ten tonight till seven in the morning. It is hard to know how I will fare when I work tonight since it is my first time doing nights. I need the money so I have to work, but I hope it will be better for me. In getting a job I cannot watch the shows that I want to watch because it takes too much time to watch it. I just have school and work, but since I have nights I can do my work. I would have to take naps before work, but it is not so bad is what I would like to say.  I have, yet to do it since I will start to work in three hours and it will be a long ten hours when I work. Now I sit behind a computer and hope that I will be able to do my school work and be able to pass without work excuses. Well till next time who ever is reading this and sorry this did not help any one because I just wanted to vent in some sort of way.