Just when you think you won't be alone anymore, you get that feeling of isolation

     I sit in a well lit room, hungry, lonely, and emotional. As you may have guessed, I made friends recently, and it is oh so fun being around them, but now I am alone. I have days when I am not with them, but truthfully every time I am around them I have fun. It is something new because usually I am alone for a long period of time, but I have opened myself up to them. I felt that loneliness I felt a while back going away. Then I saw a snap of some hanging out with them. I say someone because the person and I at this point aren't friends.
     Usually I wouldn't react, but today I felt weird not hanging out with them and as time passes I don't care. This doesn't mean that I am repressing my feelings, but I am losing interest. Something I thought I lost a few months ago, but it seems that I am able to just lose interest very fast.
     Now I can go to my apartment and sleep on it or I can stay here and do work. I mean a lot of work, so much that I may have to get food on my skate to the apartment. That is a lie since I live off of water. Good night my people and don't fall into the bottomless pit of isolation because it is very easy to fall back in once you get out.